Thank you! Like I said, I might not be active RP wise. From what I can gather, a lot more nuance is expected here, compared to both the other regions I've been in, and Im not great at that. Although I do have a lot of (what i think) are cool historical ideas.
My religion is more just a list of "hey thatd be cool" right now. I had a creation myth, but I only ever wrote it in a discord server which has since been deleted.
man, working really hard to improve my writing and attempt to make a compelling story are truly difficult to do when I get literally no reactions. I'm considering just cutting TWI loose entirely.
I was...in a bad state of mind then. I thoroughly regret my actions. If you're willing to forgive me, I'd love to do something with you.
If you’re looking for things to do you should get committed to working on the nationbuilding prompts and answering the questions there. That way you can prove your consistency a bit more and flesh out your nation well. You also open yourself up to feedback by putting yourself out there on that thread.
Here’s the link -> viewtopic.php?f=4&t=496201&p=38344338#p38344338
I'm pretty sure all the cutting loose has been done a few months ago on our part.
I doubt you have been doing anything; When we react to your things in a realistic and measured way, you complain about us having it in for you, and when we don't, you cry about not being included. When we have tried to provide constructive criticism you have both been unreceptive and shown a sour attitude. You are dismissive even to positive criticism, and seem to lash out even when people have been trying to help you. And when they do not engage with you, or hold a mirror up to you, you cry about it. As New Aapelistan has pointed out, that behavior really is not encouraging for people to interact with you. If you want to engage with people, I suggest that you before anything else even before working on your writing, work on yourself and sort things out so that people can actually be comfortable engaging with you.
In my opinion from what I have seen, the problem with your role-play is that it doesn't leave much options for others to incorporate themselves into your role-play. Try establishing background and lay out what you want to see from others first so that people can understand what is happening and how they can insert themselves into your role-play. I am guessing that part of the reason why people are not collaborating is because they probably don't understand your nation or the events that are happening or they do understand it but it is of no consequence to them.
However, you also made it clear that you refused to take other's critiques and opinions and that you were unwilling to compromise with people who wanted was interested in your RP. Remember that part of role-play in TWI is collaboration. You must be willing to actively seek out ways in order to incoporate other people and take their opinions as constructive. We do understand that you were in a bad position back then but rather than faulting others from not joining or collaborating with you, try identifying what you yourself can do in order to gain back the trust of the members of the region.
I'm sure you are very creative as I have read your work and you have this drive to create something. I do have to commend you on that. Given time and improvement, I'm sure you can do the best with what you have. Though, please loosen up.
In the meantime, I highly suggest this and to join other TWI collaborations as well. Also, interact with the RMB. Talk to people about your plans before doing them. Research and read. Share your ideas and let us be a part of what you're doing rather than just dictating what you want to do. You can do a lot with that.
Is there a thing where you can, like, stay at a monetary without necessarily becoming a monk?
but it's unfair they're private citizens now :(
I take this criticism in stride, the main reason for my outbursts and refusal to accept criticism earlier was due to a severe mental health issue. The main issue is that I doubt I can ever really lose the reputation of being overly touchy and childish, especially when people like Segen try to provoke me. At this point I really have no clue how I can repair this damage, and I'm really not seeing much of a point anymore, when so many seem set out to make sure my time here is short and miserable.
I've had the same problem before, but you've just gotta and ignore them. Those who speak like they know you but give you a description that you, and many of your close ones, would disagree with don't know you. Personally, I don't think of you as "overly touchy and childish", and over time many people won't either. You just gotta prove 'em wrong.
I'll tg you in a short while on ways I would like to participate.
No one has taken it as their personal quest to see you out of this region. People were sincerily trying to help you, which you countered by saying you are neurodivergent and that people here hate neurodivergents. If you had a severe mental health issue, then I am sorry for that. But as an advice, learn when to step away from your keyboard and when to have a break. For someone who has anger issues, it has helped my life immensily.
Want to know my honest opinion how to get rid of this reputation? Do something about it and don't just talk about it. You don't need other people to make good storylines, you need creativity and good planning.