Maybe lay off on the coke...
I've been telling myself I was going to take up visual art for years, but I still haven't. I like what I've seen with ink and watercolor. I think I'm just afraid of what I'll do once I'm done with a piece. I don't like stuff, so I wouldn't like it sitting around after I'm done, but giving it to people would be weird.
*looks not-so-noticeibly at the wood chipper in the back of my truck in the parking lot*
Naming your addiction isn't one of the steps to recovery as I recall, but being friendly with it is a step in the right direction.
Though I would have thought the lack of sleep would be due to the souls you owe, rather than anything else. I thought Death was buddies with the Sandman.