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Region: The North Pacific
Rose suddenly stirred from her sleep, feeling a warm and comfortable presence wrapped in her arms as she opened her eyes to a sight she loved so dearly, the uncovered fairly pale skin of her beloved Lady Tanya. "Rose, please... Wake up, we have reached our destination" Tanya's voice is so sweet, so loving, yet Rose quickly turns away, pushing herself to a seated position on the far side of the large bed, "I am sorry, my dear beloved lady Taniyaa" she thought to herself, suppressing a tear as she looked down upon herself. But Tanya persisted, "Rose... I... I am sorry" she spoke, and Rose felt Tanya's eyes fixed on her bare, skeletal back, the words, and the anxiety with which they were uttered, caused Rose to stop her search for her clothing as she sat completely still, hoping dearly that her beloved would continue. "I am sorry for making you see that... that thing in the auction-" Tanya kept going, and her voice betrayed the growing despair that Tanya was experiencing, but she continued to listen silently, "I have to tell you the truth about the nature of Necerierra... and how it runs, Rose..." Tanya's tears began to flow, and Rose felt herself weaken at the thought of her dearest in such deep sadness, but she had to go on, just a few more moments, "I know, my lady Taniyaa" she answered silently in her own mind, holding the answer until Tanya was finished. "I know you still mad at me, Rose... That is why you ignore me this whole time... leaving me alone and.... I felt I deserved this" Rose felt as a tear left the corner of her eye, slowly making it's way down her face, "Not yet, Rose, not yet" she forced herself to contain her desire to turn around, to close the distance and hold Tanya, to comfort the woman she loved more than anything or anyone else, but she resisted. Tanya's voice flared again, now with newfound determination mixing with the shaky tear filled cry if before, "I decided... I do NOT deserve this, Rose. Whenever you leave me alone, Rose... not talking to me... I feel a growing pain... and pain in my heart, Rose.... I can't bear it, Rose... I need your touch, Rose... I need your beautiful voice, Rose-" the words were blurred out by Tanya's soft sobs, but she soon regained herself enough to speak, "I am addicted to your embrace, Rose-chan..." Rose felt her heart racing, her emotions wild as she forced herself to let Tanya finish, silently crying an ocean onto her naked skin, "I need all of you, Rose... Would you please forgive me... and help my soul... better again?" Tanya's words were muffled by her hands covering her face as she broke into tears, unable to continue speaking.
Rose couldn’t hold herself any longer, and with tears flowing freely down her face, she shot up from the bed, carefully stepping around it as she closed the distance to the crying Tanya, her face still buried in her hands. Rose dropped down onto her knees in front of Tanya, her knees making a muffled sounds as they impacted the floor, but through her sadness and the sounds of her own sobbing, Tanya failed to notice. Reaching forward, Rose placed her hands on Tanya’s cheeks, softly caressing them as she let her face fall in very close to Tanya’s, causing her to look up. “My dear, beloved Lady Taniyaa” she began, her voice unstable and shaky from her tears, “I needed… time to… process everything, to think… to understand…” she managed to stabilize her voice, trying to come across to Tanya as clear as possible, “I needed to be alone, because what I feel for you, the warmth your presence brings me…” she paused, wiping a tear from Tanya’s face before pulling her love into a hard, yet loving embrace, noticing Tanya wince in pain. Rose hadn’t noticed that her thin, almost skeletal body brought Tanya such physical discomfort whenever they were in such close, intimate contact, but she ignored it for now “I need this“, “my mind was… was not ready for… for you, or what happened that night… or any of this…” she whispered into Tanya’s ear, holding her as firmly as her limited strength would allow, without bringing unnecessary agony to her love, “and I… I didn’t know… didn’t realize or understand that my psychic meditation would… would hurt you so…” she paused, pulling back slightly to look into Tanya’s beautiful, tear filled eyes, “but I was never mad at you, my dearest, beloved lady Taniyaa…” she halted, wiping another tear from Tanya’s cheek as she stared lovingly, into the saddened, but warm eyes, “I love you, my dear Lady Taniyaa” she whispered softly and quietly, barely loud enough for Tanya to make out as she moved forward, letting her lips touch the tear-ridden lips of her lover as she awkwardly kissed them, hoping with all her heart that Tanya would do the same, but not quite understanding why. “Please…”
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